Sometimes ya just gotta cry!

I remember feeling on the verge of tears alot after having Wyatt. That song, "your gonna miss this" had just come out and I would cry everytime I heard it! Or when I would sit and just rock and look at him, I'd want to cry!

This time around I find myself crying sometimes for no reason at all or for very stupid reasons!

Saturday was my day to just be sad and cry! I cried because my husband made plans for the day without even thinking of me, then I cried more because he said he wouldn't talk to me until I stopped crying, then I cried with my mom while we waited for our meal at chick-fil-a, then I would just randomly start throughout the rest of the day! At Church the next morning, I cried! Before service when the lady behind us was talking about her little boy and I started talking about Wyatt (dint worry she didnt see this!) Then when service started and I was very moved by our praise and worship!

I cry thinking about my life with just Wyatt and how things have changed. Sunday morning all he wanted was to sit in my lap ( which he can't do) and hold the baby. It broke my heart when he started to cry! Then he fell off the bed and while I was trying to nurse the baby I jumped out of bed to try to make him feel better but since I still can't pick him up it didn't do much good! My days of just me and Wyatt ate gone and I guess I just feel a little guilty. I know that we will adjust in time.



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